Today, is a bad day.
I've not spoken to anyone for a few days and I've retreated into myself.
Taking a look at where I am is painful.
No home. No job. No relationship. Socially isolated. Claiming benefits for the first time in my life. Depending on the good will of those I hardy know.
I feel powerless to move on.
I'm spiralling down into a deep, dark place and now that I'm older, I don't feel that I have the resources to do this. I need someone or something to help me get out of this. I can't do it on my own.
But, who? Sadly, I don't think there is anyone who can help. Perhaps I can survive but I'm not sure I want to anymore.
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